For almost thirty years I’ve had my own car. This week my beloved Ugly Fiat will go, and I am not getting a replacement.
There’s a quiet but growing angst in my breast. I’m not a creature that fares well in captivity – I do need to believe all horizons are potentially mine. But this was always the plan with our move to town – no need to fund two vehicles when one of them spends 90% of its time resting in the garage – and so I must adapt.
To be fair I shan’t even notice for the majority of day to day life as I’ve barely used mine since moving here. But I’ll have to fill in all manner of Domestic Dockets to get a calendar slot for the new one when I do need it as it won’t be available to me as a matter of course during the working day.
Musing over this loss of independence got me thinking about all the cars I’ve had over the years. From old bangers to sexy sports cars to Those Suitable For Transporting Children. Twenty cars in twenty nine years! And all different!
OK, you've made me feel guilty. Satisfied? We have 2 and mine sits patiently in its place for even more than 90% of the time – stupid, wasteful, ecologically unsound – I know. It's 11 years old and, apart from the occasional trip to a meeting or the garden centre, its main use is to take us the 500-600 miles down the M6 et al to friends and family down south. (But, as I write, the rain's started and my wife wants a lift to the cinema, so I take it all back.)